Suspended NFL baller Johnny Jolly sat down with ESPN’s “Outside the Lines” for an exclusive interview about his codeine addiction.

During the emotional interview, Jolly also shared some of his darkest and loneliest moments while watching his team’s (Green Bay Packers) Super Bowl-winning season last year and talked about what he’s doing to get back to the NFL.

Unfortunately, Jolly’s hopes for a comeback are currently put on hold because he was sentenced to six years in prison last Thursday for violating the terms of his probation for a drug conviction.

Watch the interview below:

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